Saturday, August 30, 2008
8:56 PM
today, church was about the present day church. And in the sermon, it said that about 52% of churchgoers and about 70% of non churchgoers regards christians as judgemental. I think that statement is especially true. Not that i am against christianity cause i am one, but the way people act really tells you they are judgemental. Im not generalising but from what i see in my church, i totally agree with the statement. Starting when i entered sec 1, i found myself taking a long long time to dress up for church cause im afraid that people would have negative comments about me. I knew that i could not wear the same thing once in a row. But hey, tell me who in this world is not judgemental?
So the prelims are finally over and i am only partially relieve as i can now finally just relax and not study for days, but on the other side, im still very tense as testpapers will be return to us very soon. I keep on telling myself that it is just prelims and that it wont affect my olevels but the anxiety still keeps comming back. I'm just worried that people would beat me for eg _ _ _ _ _ _ (guess yourself). Everytime when i finished the test he would say 'thrash' to me and everyone's saying the test is so easy! Not only is there huge competition in class, there is a grave competitiveness in the level too! Oh my! I guess what i can do know is to pray and have faith that God will be excellent results. I know that i have put in the effort to study so i must have FAITH in God!
This morning, woke up at around 11 and used to computer after which headed down to church and than to habourfront for dinner than went back home. Playing with cuddles just makes me feel very guilty, i had not been playing with her for ages and her tummy is growing bigger by the day. But her cuteness just melts my family's heart and tomorrow will be her grooming appointment and after which she will look extra cute and pretty! haha. I just do not know how to spend my holidays when i am so worried for my results! I have to play to shake it off, but the only person i know who is fun - aneesha, will be gone for a holiday with her aunty to kuala lumpur. Did i tell you that will be staying in a farmhouse which is located in a farm right? and that woman can tell me that its not! She better buy something for me but in this case maybe some chicken! haha.
I should be signing off now get on with playing more computer games! Bye!
Friday, August 29, 2008
4:16 PM
It has been ages since i last blogged and the reason is simple : I have nothing to write about. But now i do!
The school celebrated teachers today and it was a whole lot of maluation for me! Mr Fan chose me to play a so called charades game with him on stage, together with 4 more teachers and students. From the moment we played the first game, I could see " i should not have chosen him" in Mr Fan! Than I was like "Oi, you think i want to up here?!" But never mind, what pissed me off the most is the STUPID guy beside me. That guy CHEATED! He used all the words we are not supposed to used and the keep winning. Well at least the did not beat Andrew's team. And you know what, I dont quite know why i keep raising up my hand. Than people ask me why i did it and i thought " ya, why i keep doing that". SEE MALUATION. wellat least Mr Fan won 2 out of the 20 question. See lar! If other teams (except andrew) would not have cheated, Mr Fan may have been in 2nd place! oh wells what is over is over. I could imagine the emo daivd laughing at me. But wait, do emo kids laugh? Oh and Mr Pek's was wearing a shirt that read " Groovy, I'm hot baby", accompanied with some big sunglasses. Did I tell you that Rizwan wore an aviator sunglasses too and Li xian was like " Wah, got sun in the hall meh?" haha.
Anyway yesterday was my sister birthday, suppose to dine at carnivore but in the end, dined at modesto. Oh my food! I tell you the food there is D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S. I had ice blackberry tea, some fried food for appetizers, pizzas, salmon pasta, pork pasta and tiramisu! After that, we just walk around Vivo and i bought the new MILEY CYRUS CD, BREAKOUT! I tell you the songs are S-O-G-O-O-D.
Next week is the september holidays and i guess is going to be boring. Well i have to relax for the next few days so that when school restarts, my learning curve would be at its peak.
Well i should be going now. Bye
